end of love

I’m diving in kind of red water
I can’t see clear. My eyes are closed
But I can feel your warm embrace
I don’t know we were crying

I hold your hand for the last time
I hear your words break the silence
I understand it’s you last wish
I kiss your lips before I leave

Every night I wake up crying
I feel so helpless
Why did you leave?
And every night I feel like dying
What’s the reason?
Why should I stay?